i'd been updating my blog with astounding frequency. posts of passion and poetry, and then school started. and now my soul is being drained out into a petri dish, examined closely for all the wrong things.

what my body is trying to do in a day, in a week, is not what i want to do in a day or a week. school is not agreeing with me.

but actually, school is agreeing with me. being busy fills me up with fluff, fills me up so the moody moods can't come around, so that i don't get stuck in my head worrying about all of this all the time.

and so i have not been updating this blog with astounding frequency, but i'm still here, i swear.